Healing HURTS!

If you think about when someone is physically hurt, the pain doesn't go away until they are healed. And sometimes, even after that, they may feel it again temporarily. But only after being healed do they even begin to start feeling better. When you are physically hurt (for example if you broke a bone), you are in pain until you are completely healed. You have no choice but to endure the pain and you hold onto the hope that it will feel better one day.

The same applies to the emotional and spiritual aspects of our lives. It hurts to get over the past, get through the present, and overcome the future. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts! That's why most people choose not to deal with it and just bury it. But the scar is still there and the root of the problem has to be dealt with. And until it is, more hurt and issues are just going to pile right on top of it.

Healing and being HEALED=> There is a difference!
To be healed, you have to go through healing, which can be painful, but there is nothing like being healed and feeling that freedom.

---The present PAIN is worth the futue FREEDOM!!!

A broken heart left me...broken.

A long time ago, I gave my heart to the wrong person. It took me a while to fully get it back and to feel whole again. I held onto it tightly and began to build walls around it, so I could nver feel it break like that again. In doing that, I also blocked good people and good things from entering. In trying to not feel that pain, I couldn't feel joy or love either. I built the walls so high and so thick that I had no clue how to even begin breaking through them to cure the numbness. I prayed to God everyday to open it back, so I could just feel something. When it finally did, I gave it all to Him. I am not qualified to give my heart to any person. I am letting God be in charge of that. For a man to have my heart again, he will have to go through God. At that point, since God has had complete control of my heart, I will know how to love and receive love truly because all this time, He is filling it with His amazing LOVE and trust.